Angel and Todd's Journey into Parenthood

Kristy, Your Up!!

2009-07-04T20:19:00.001-07:00

I just got word that Todd's cousin, Kristy is in labor :) I'm hearing that progress is slow (hopefully not as slow as mine), but all is going well. He'll come when the good Lord is ready, Kristy. can't wait to meet him!!!

Elijah says, "Yah!!! another cousin!!! Woooo Hoooo!!"

We'll be praying for you all! See you 3 soon :)

Happy 4th of July!!!

2009-07-04T18:52:00.000-07:00

Every year, the neighborhood makes a big deal of the 4th. Our cul-de-sac is usually blocked off with cones so the kids can safely play and ride their bikes, everyone wears the patriotic gear, and a pretty big fireworks show concludes the night. I was really looking forward to participating with Elijah for his first 4th, but the weather didn't want to cooperate. Elijah sported his Independence Day outfit anyway and we moved everything indoors and had a great time just hanging out together.

Showing off his outfit with Daddy

Smootches!!!

Ah!!! Ain't they cute??? I love em' sooo much!

Grandpa:"Pull my finger!!!" Elijah. "ok" J/K

The family :)

Us again.

and again!

With Grandma

Happy 4th Everyone!!!!

Picture Time!!

2009-07-01T11:02:00.000-07:00

I just can't stop taking pictures of our little bundle! Here's a few that I wanted to share :)

Then: (4 weeks)

Now (10 weeks)

"Wow!!! My first pair of jeans!!!"

"I'm stylin' now!"

Matching !!

The Best Part of the Day!

2009-06-23T09:28:00.000-07:00

When I was pregnant, one of the things that I said I would never do was co- sleep. "Oh no!!! It's too dangerous, " I'd say. Well, Elijah's here and for the past couple weeks or so, he's been co- sleeping!! Since Elijah isn't quite sleeping through the night yet, I sometimes bring him to bed with me in the exta room after his last early a.m feeding so I can get a little extra rest for a couple more hours. He will usually sleep til 6 at least, then he has a hour or so after he nurses that he doesn't want to go back to sleep and wants to play instead. This is absolutely one of the best parts of the day. We'll lie there and make faces, play tickle games, and mocking each others sounds until he gets tired and ready to nap again. His smiles just take my breath away!! There is nothing better than waking up with him lying there sleeping like an Angel. There are so many mornings that I don't even go to sleep right away; I just lay there and watch him. When Todd doesn't have to work or didn't work late, I take Little Elijah in our room so that he can enjoy it as well. He loves his Daddy so much! Those moments are priceless!

I decided to take some pics today and just wanted to share.

Snuggle time with Daddy :)

Smootches!!

Sweet Dreams!

"I'm up!!! Time to play!!!!"

The happy family!!!

Elijah's 2 Months Old!

2009-06-21T22:08:00.001-07:00

It seems like just yesterday we were all camping out at the hospital waiting for Elijah's arrival and now he's having his 2 mo birthday already. Time is going by so fast. What happened tomy little baby?

To celebrate, we had his 2 mo pics taken at JC Penny. Although I LOVE having them done, it seems like each time, I freak out over the props they use. How often do they disinfect them or wash them? Can you imagine all the germs on them!!! UGH!!!!!!! I guess he can't live his life in a bubble (but I probably would if I could, lol!) so I'll just have to deal with it. JC Penny got some really cute shots of him in a basket, but he didn't want to laugh or smile very much for us; he was a little grouchy. We really wanted some nice shots in just his diaper, but they didn't come out as well as we would have liked. He wasn't to thrilled about getting them taken this time, but who can blame him? Poor guy!! He pretty much always has a camera in his face! We are constantly getting coupons for free or low cost packages so we figure why not use them!

For some reason JC Penny doesn't post their pics, but here's a few at home on his special day.

Gotta love that smile!

YAH!!! I'm 2 months old today!!

"I just love my Daddy!!"

"I'm SOOO done taking pictures!"

Elijah hasn't been weighed officially yet, but when I hopped on the scale here at home, it puts him at about 14 lbs! He's been out of most of his newborn clothes (some run REALLY big) for a few weeks now and is up a size in diapers. He's even outgrown a lot of his socks! His hair, on the other hand, is still...... pretty thin on top! It seems to grow so well on the sides and the back, but at this point he's still suffering from male pattern baldness :( He's been tracking things a lot better and is learning to enjoy things a little more.

His latest facination is his hands and others hair. He is a major slobberhead these days too. And the hand stuffed in his mouth doesn't help things, but it's so cute! I'm betting that by the end of the week, he'll manage to finally fit the WHOLE thing in there, Lord knows , he's practiced enough!

Hmmmm.. If I ever get this one in my mouth, maybe in can get the other in my ear!!"

Get your dukes up! I'm ready to spar with the heavyweights!!!!

Aiiii yaaaaaaaa! Working on my karate moves so I can spar with mommy!

Birthday visits from Grandpa and Grandma

He still hasn't slept through the night yet, but I'm happy with what I get. Earlier on, he would have 4 hour strectches at night BUT it would take an hour or even two hours just to get him back to sleep. Now, putting him back to bed is a breeze. He pretty much nurses, falls asleep and STAYS asleep. The night before his birthday he actually had a great night. He had a 3 1/2 stretch, followed by a 4 hour one. Then when he woke up, he spent 15 minutes entertaining himself by talking to his mobile and watching his projector while Mommy got ready for the day. He was doing so well, so I decided to push it and try for 15 more. Well, he whined a little, but was perfectly fine and went for about 1o more. He did great!! Hopefully, this is a glimpse of what's to come.

Todd's Special Day

2009-06-21T22:05:00.000-07:00

This year, Father's day is extra special with the addition of little Elijah. Unfortunately, Todd had to work third shift the day prior so our day started pretty late in the day. Little Elijah made him a special T-shirt (with a little help from me :) ). We had so much fun doing it and he didn't mind the cold paint at all. It was a little challenging holding him with paint on without getting it everywhere and getting the perfect print without smearing (and getting a pic), but it came out very nicely. Although it was supposed to be handprints, I felt a lot safer doing the feet since his hands go straight to his mouth nowadays and they are usually in fists. Daddy also got a cool photo crystal ( wish I can get a pic of it, but I don't think it would come out well) and we prepared his favorite breakfast for him, waffles, after sleeping in pretty late. Happy Father's Day, Daddy! And to all the other father's (and father to be's) out there!!

Elijah's gift to Daddy.

A perfect father's day smile

Back from a Father's day walk.

Thank you Daddy for being the wonderful person you are and working so hard for us. We love you bunches!!!!!!

For those Interested in Natural Childbirth or the Use of a Doula

2009-06-11T09:10:00.000-07:00

When I was pregnant and people asked about or made insinuations about D day, many would look at me like I was crazy when I told them I was wanting an intervention free delivery, with no epidural or pain medication. I clearly remember telling one person in particular and they laughed at the thought and pretty much pleaded that I get one mainly because "it's your first and you don't know what to expect." So many people were doubtful, negative, or even flat out rude about the notion of going about something so natural.... naturally. I wasn't going as far as doing a home birth (although the privacy and peace of it would be nice), I just wanted to at least TRY to deal with the pain in my own way. Fortunately, we were soon approached by a member of our church who was a childbirth educator and wanted to met with us a few times. The intent was to basically cover what's covered in childbirth classes, but in our home. I told her of my "birth plan" while being ready for her to either try to talk me out of it or subtly mock the idea. It was then, through small talk, that I realized that I wasn't quite so alone in what I wanted. She told me that many of the women at our church had natural births and a couple even had home births and that I should talk to them as well. Aside from close family members, it was sooo nice to know that I had more support in my decision.

Being set on the idea of having that childbirth experience, I began doing A LOT of research on natural ways to deal with pain. I looked into hypnobirthing, position management, pressure point work, etc. and in the end I decided that the best bet was to find and work with a doula. Todd was a little skeptical about hiring her at first, but mainly because he 1) was concerned I wouldn't have all the care I needed and 2) although he never said it, I feel that he felt his position as a supporter would be taken away (I have to add that in hindsight, a doula actually allowed him to relax more and focus on helping me). We had several talks about it and he eventually decided that since I was set on having a natural birth, a doula would be best for us. It is a decision that I never regret. Although my birth wasn't completely intervention free, I am SO happy with how it came about.

Our doula recently sent this clip to me from a friend of her's for a film contest. If anyone is interested in possibly using one or just out of curiosity, please take a look at this. Also, if you are pregnant or planning to be and would like to have a doula throughtout your pregnancy, let me know and I can get you the contact info of ours. She did a great job and I HIGHLY recommend her. I'm already looking forward to having her assist with our next!

Our Special Day

2009-06-10T14:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Todd and I's 3rd year anniversary. I can't believe its been that long already.
Our relationship has truly went through a lot of changes over the 3 years and we have learned so much about ourselves individually and each other. God has continued to see us through life together and I feel truly blessed for all that I have been given. We have shared so many things over the years and have shared so many joyful times. I can't wait to see what else the future holds for our new family of 3!

This anniversary was extra special with the addition of little Elijah in our lives. Planning a celebration took a little more thought than usual, but it all turned out to be the best anniversary ever. We definitely wanted to include Elijah so decided to go to a new family friendly BBQ restauraunt called Famous Dave's for an early dinner then go to the mall to stroll and hang out as a family. He stayed awake for most of dinner and did some window shopping of his own at the mall. We wanted to get him a ride on the carasel, but too many kids were already on it so he got a ride on a horsey instead. Too bad he slept through it and couldn't enjoy it. Oh, well. Plenty of time for that to come!

Elijah looking at that handsome man in the mirror :)

His first ride (with Daddy's help of course) on a pony in the mall.

At dinner with Mommy

Sitting with Daddy for Dinner

Wanna fry?? (Don't worry. He wasn't the slightest bit interested.)

Catching Up

2009-06-09T08:36:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I've posted and I have lots of pics to add! Things are going really well for us right now. When he was weighed last week, he was 9 lbs. 11 oz. so I am sure he is going be near 10 1/2 lbs when we go back to the Dr. He's already grown out of some of his clothes, have moved up a size in diapers and now has some of the cutest, pinchable, cheeks.

He is "talking" up a storm and has the responsive smiling down pat. He swings in his swing and bounces in his bouncy seat, but he has a VERY short attention span and gets bored and wants to be picked up after 5-10 minutes. Needless to say, I can't get much done throughout the day UNLESS he's being carried around or attached to me in some way. Yes, I've already spoiled him but he's only little once and with me going back to work, I'm going to enjoy every minute of it and hold and love on him as much as possible. I will worry about the consequences and POSSIBLE issues later :)

SCROLL DOWN TO BOTTOM OF PAGE TO PAUSE OR STOP MUSIC TO HEAR CLIPS.

Pretty smiles for Mommy! (7 weeks old)

He also discovered his mobile a few weeks ago. I can now lay him in his crib and he will entertain himself and talk to the mobile for 15- 20 min or so. He LOVES his room and seems to find something new that catches his attention everyday. He enjoys riding or moving no matter how, whether it's in his carseat for car rides, riding in grocery carts, swinging on the awing outside or in the carrier I use to to take him out with walks for Buddy. We try to go out everyday esp. if he's having a fussy day and the change in scenery is definitely good for him. Wherever Mommy goes, Elijah goes!

Looking at his mobile on his swing.

You talkin' to me?

"Hurry up mommy! I'm ready to go outside with Buddy!"

Enjoying a beautiful day outside on the swing! (4 weeks old)

He has been taking the bottle now for about 2 weeks (we only do 1/day) and switches between nursing and the bottle with no problem. I was really worried that he wouldn't take it right away and I'd be stuck figuring thigs out when I went back to work, but he proved me wrong. I've been told that he most likely wouldn't take it from me, but he couldn't care less who was giving it to him!

Daddy getting him ready for his 1st bottle after his bath (5 1/2 weeks)

Mmmmm. Yummy!!

His cute little pooh church outfit. (6 1/2 weeks)

A few seconds of recorded tummy time.

I'll be back to add more later!!!

Splish, Splash!!

2009-05-19T16:58:00.000-07:00

The time has finally arrived! All of Elijah's stomp has come off and has stopped oozing so today we progressed from sponge baths to a real bath. He absolutely loved his cool, new bathtub!! I was VERY nervous about it, but there was nothing to it and he made us so proud!! I was expecting him to start screaming the minute his feet touched the water, but he was as calm as can be. He wasn't a fan of getting his hair washed and getting lotioned up afterwards, but aside from that, he seemed to enjoy it.

I think we have a little water baby on our hands!!

Elijah in his own big boy hooded towel

The bath seemed to really relax him (until he got out). I can't wait for the next one and hopefully, he continues enjoying them! I'm hoping that they'll help him rest at night and get him in a nice little routine for bedtime.

Nighty, night, little man!!

Elijah sporting his PJ's and cool robe!

After a nice warm bath (AND a full belly or course)

My First Mother's Day

2009-05-16T10:25:00.000-07:00

I had a great day!! Just having Elijah here healthy is the best gift I could ask for, but family just gave yhe day an extra kick. It started on friday night when my Mom came over to watch Elijah for a couple hours so Todd and I could go out to eat. We went to one of my favorite places, Red Lobster and had a great time! I spent a lot of time worrying about our little man, but we both still enjoyed our time together. Unfortunately, the following night, I paid for all the garlic that I had. He REFUSED to sleep and kept me up all night. I think I had maybe 1-2 hours of sleep, if that, so the actual day of mother's day was rough... but things got better.

I received a card from Elijah in the mail and another really sweet one that Daddy helped him pick out :) They also got me a gift card for a pedicure at a nearby spa (much needed, I may add) and a digital frame for all of the pics were going to have of Elijah! I also got some really thoughtful gifts from my parents esp for my first mother's day. I felt so special!!

Although EVERYTHING was really appreciated and loved, the BEST of all came the nights that followed. Todd took over after feedings for the following 2 nights so I could catch up on some sleep and recoup. SLEEP!!!!! That HAD to be one of the BEST gift!!

I am so glad God has blessed me with the title of "Mommy" and has given us such a great little family!

A Day in the Life of Elijah

2009-05-16T09:07:00.000-07:00

Although Elijah spends most of his time napping or sleeping, he usually has 2-3 hour time frame during the day that he prefers to be up. This is my favorite time! We have tummy time together, sing songs, play, or even dance!! Here's a few tummy time pics:

Thinking about it!

Buddy protecting his baby!

Buddy showing Elijah how to roll over:)

"Do I smell a poopy diaper?"

Yah!! Lift that head!! You did it!!

Just a few other pics I wanted to share:

2 of his favorite places to nap :)

Another favorite past time!

One of his many talents; making us laugh!'

Ah!!! A special father/ son bonding moment!!

Elijah's Many Firsts

2009-05-08T10:33:00.000-07:00

Elijah's now 3 weeks and 2 days and I have so much catching up to do! Time is going sooo fast and he seems to be changing everyday! He is starting to get more vocal ( and I don't mean crying, LOL) and continues to smile daily, and seems to interact with us more. He is very strong and has been trying to lifty himself and his head for quite a while now. He's gotten really good at it and is able to keep it up for a couple seconds on his own already. He has so many different facial expressions and I'm so amazed at how alert he is! He is always checking out new things and seems to be scared that he will miss something if he doesn't. He discovered his thumb about a week ago, but prefers to suck on the entire side of his hand instead.

He's done so many things in his little life already. He had his first short outting to Walmart to pick up pics and absolutely loved the car ride and his ride in the cart. He also had his first photo shoot at Olan Mills. He did a great job there too, but got a little hungry towards the end and didn't like being naked on his belly for the shots in our hands. Fortunately, the photographer was able to get a few cute shots between his tears. To view the studio pics , go to:

*Olanmills. com and click on "Online store"

*Go to "Order status " at the top

*Go to "click here to view" above images of receipts

*Enter our last name and order number 9789194686

*Enter our email address (if you don't know it, leave a comment and I'll send it to you)

*Click on the 1st image and the others will be brought up

* Enjoy!

He attended his first church service when he was a week and a half and had a great experience. Todd and I were both very excited about having him meet everyone, but Elijah preferred to sleep instead! It was definitely a big change in the morning routine with a baby. Coordinating a perfectly timed feeding and getting both of us ready in time took more patience and a little more stressful than I thought!! Of course, he had to leave us a HUGE package in his diaper as we were walking out the door!

First day of church

Pastor Kaiser and his wife, Dana, at the hospital.

Another one of his outtings was to the mall and he got to try out his new stroller. Daddy was so proud to have him and refused to let me push! I can't believe I forgot my camera. It was so cute! Elijah slept right though the entire trip as usual and didn't have a care in the world.

His latest outting (and probably longest car ride so far), was to Mamaw's and Papaw's to socialize with them again and to meet his great grandma! He had his fussy moments (mainly my fault for him not having a full belly), but did a great job once again! He is so loved! Somehow, he managed to make quite a deposit while there and needed a complete outfit change!!

Here's some other pics that I'm just now getting around to posting:

Elijah with both Grandma's

Elijah with both Grandpa's

Life With a Newborn

2009-05-08T10:16:00.000-07:00

WOW!!! Motherhood is........ sooooo much more than I planned. Just like there were moments during labor that I thought I couldn't do it any longer, there are those moments with being a new mother as well. These are the things that you don't think about and that people don't always talk and tell you about. You go in thinking that "O.K. I'm a woman, so these things are going to come naturally"........ well....... wrong!!! Sometimes it's that I just can't seem to calm him or figure out what he wants while at other times, I feel as if I can't make him happy no matter what I do. Other times, I feel as if my body can't go any longer or the pain of nursing gets to me. So..... it's not always easy, but is sooo worth it and by the next day, it's all over and is a bright new day.

I'd love to have a full 8 hours of sleep, but all in all, I think I'm adjusting pretty well. And the notion of sleeping when they sleep?? Ugh..... that doesn't quite work for me! There seems to always be something else that needs to be done and although I know that I SHOULD put that on the waiting list, I'd rather do it and get it done.The first week or so, he was eating and sleeping really well, but now he wants to nap WHILE feeding so things have gotten a little rougher. He doesn't want to sleep because he's hungry and he's hungry because he napping during feedings!! Very frustrating!! On top of that, he's in the midst of a growth spurt, so all he wants to do is eat!!! Between changing diapers and late night feedings, my nights are very tiring to say the least. At this point, I'm sleeping in his room with him. I'm so scared to leave him alone. Elijah started out sleeping in our room in a PNP, but when Todd went to back to work, I was taking him to to his room when he wakes to allow Todd to sleep, but soon I ended up just staying in there all night instead of going back and forth. Aside from missing being with Todd and being in our nice, soft bed, just staying in Elijah's room with him seems to work best for now. Of course, there are PLENTY of days where Elijah doesn't want to sleep or would prefer to sleep on us instead of in his bed and lately, those have been constant!!!

I think we are all doing pretty well. Aside from sore feet and being sore in the beginning, I pretty much felt back to normal a week or so after his birth and we began getting out for short outtings. The first week was and is a blur to both of us (mainly due to the sleep depreivation!) Todd's now back to work, but loves to spend as much of his home time as possible with Little Elijah and takes on diaper duty on his days off to allow me more sleep time. Isn' t that sweet? He is a great Daddy and loves the little guy to pieces! He sings and plays with him every day. He has definitely created a great bond with his face just beams with pride to have a son.

Buddy was a little antsy at first and wanted to jump at him to play, but now he's calmed down and just wants to sniff him. He seems very protective of him. He follows me wherever I go with Elijah and will sit right at your feet during his feedings. Snowball was my main concern while I was pregnant because I thought she'd constantly try to get in his crib and pack-n-plays, but as it turns out, she couldn't care less that he's here! She's tried to get in his bed a couple times, but after being told no, she goes on her way. They have both really surprised me in that the crying doesn't bother thiem at all! (LOL. All of those baby shows that I watched while I was pregnant must have de- sensatized them.) And of course, Jake is off limits for QUITE a while. Elijah will be able to admire him from a distance and the safety of a glass :)

All in all, motherhood has been great and I'm sure Todd would agree with Fatherhood being the same. Every day hasn't been easy, but everytime I see those eyes or that beautiful face, all the trials and negative thoughts go away. I can have a really rough night, but when morning comes and he wakes, that face just makes it all disappear immediately.

Elijah has been a HUGE blessing to us and I can't imagine things any different right now. I love being a mommy and can't wait to see what the future hold for us! We are beyond blessed and are truly thankful!!! It's crazy to think that we were/ are trusted with this fragile little life that relies solely on us! We are BEYOND blessed!

My Birth Story

2009-05-02T08:03:00.000-07:00

Childbirth is truly an amazing process and experience. After going through it myelf, I realized that it was NOT layed out the wayI had heard of and just like my pregnancy as a whole, I didn't get the textbook signs that birth was approaching. I had no bloody show, didn't loose my plug, wasn't dilating regularly, and I never experience the lightnening feeling. Here's my story.

I woke up at a little after midnight on the 21st because I had a little trickle. I immediately woke Todd and told him that today may be our big day. An hour passed and nothing much else had happened so I told Todd to go on back to sleep and that I'd wake him if anything else came about. I was not having any major contractions to time and was in no pain at all. I got up and had a small breakfast, got some last minute things done for work, and a few light chores around the house.

4:20a rolled around and still not much progress so I decided to lay back down. Almost immediately after laying down, I had a HUGE gush and my water had officially broken. Early on in the pregnancy, I had decided NOT to rush to the hospital until needed (ie. contractions pick up and timeable), so I woke Todd once again and we got ready and just waited..... and waited and waited. And knowing that I wasn't going to be able to eat the the hospital, I ate breakfast again (although I know I wasn't supposed to per the dr's). 5:30a rolled around and still pretty much nothing. Then 6:30 and 7:30 and 8:30a. I was starting to worry a little by then because I STILL wasn't having a lot of contractions and my water had been broken for 4 hours so after making one more stop for food, we arrived at the hospital around 9:30am.

It was confirmed that my water had broke and we were officially admitted around 10:30a. We made our phone calls and I was ready and looking forward to having Elijah here late that night. Boy, was I wrong!!

I was checked as soon as I was admitted and I hadn't progressed any since my appt.the prior week; I was still only a fingertip dilated. A little before midnight rolled around and still not much progress. I think I was around a 4 by then. Unfortunately, my Dr wasn't on call yet and when I met the one that was, he was not what he seemed to be when I met him at the office. He was extremely negative and was really pushing an induction. He explained that I could likely need a c- section as well because of the risk of infection setting in since my water had broken. Well, I had done my research prior, and I refused the induction but agreed to have them regularly temp me to catch a temp spike signaling a problem. He said I couldn't be up out of bed either. At that point, I was very disappointed because it seemed that so many things that I had wanting in my birth plan were going down hill. ( I had the IV instead of the heplock I wanted, I couldn't move out of bed, and he was already talking c- section and/ or induction). Luckily, I was VERY fortunate to have a great nurse that reviewed my birth plan and really advocated for me and was able to get me up and at least allow me to work on the birth ball. She agreed to not even mention the "e" word (epidural) to me and check me only intermitently as I requested.

Hours passed and still not much progress. I was only dilating maybe 1 cm every 2 hours if that. 3 am rolled around and I was a 6-7 dilated and there was mention again of an induction, but again, refused it. My thought was if baby is fine, why rush him when he's not ready? I think it was around this time that contractions began picking up and becoming a little more painful. I was able to sleep between and even through some contractions and used my birth ball as well. It really seemed to help in the beginning, but after being awake for so long, I just got to the point where I just wanted to stay in bed. With Elijah being as active as he is, he was still moving a lot and they couldn't keep him on the monitor so they had to place one on his head internally around 6 am.

Noon rolled around and I was finally a 10 and ready to push!! I was so exhausted from being up so long, I had a really hard time pushing and was to the point where I wanted a c-section or them to use forceps or the vacuum. Todd especially, as well as Tess (our doula) and my Mom were great at keeping me focused and reminding me of what I really wanted; a completely natural childbirth with very limited interventions, esp. forceps and vacuum. God had it all planned out to allow it that way as well; Elijah wasn't low enough to use them even if they were needed at the time so I really HAD no choice and had to do it. After pushing for quite a while, it was thought that he was face down instead of face up and that was making things harder for me. His heart rate was also dipping with contractions so I was given oxygen. I continued to push for over 3 hours when my Dr recommended a low level of Pitocin because she said I just wasn't getting the close contractions needed. I agreed and it was administered minutes later, but at 3:44 pm, before it had time to fully flow through and take much of an effect, Elijah made his grand appearance! Everyone says that he opened his eyes before he was even entirely out! Todd cut the cord and the room was filled with tears and excitement. It was the best feeling in the world!

The monitor that was on his head left a little scar, but it isn't very noticeable and will be even less so as his hair grows. His head was also angled as he tried to make his entrance so it was a little bruised as well. He was very alert and is just prefect. He was 6 lbs 13.7 oz, 20 in long, and scored an 8 and 10 on his apgars. He was 6 lbs. 9oz when we were discharged.

Jaundice set in the day we were discharged, but it wasn't bad enough to keep him. Instead, he was on a billy blanket all weekend and had daily blood draws to check labels. As always ,the Lord was looking after him and he was cleared of it the monday following his birth.

So, in a nutshell, I had a 35+ hour , pain med free birth and a perfect little angel to show for it!!
I wouldn't change anything about the entire experience! With Todd and everyone present during delivery, everything went great! Although there were a few things that couldn't be followed on our birth plan, all of the most important points were met and I was able to have the birth that I wanted. Natural birth was all in God's great plan and I'm so glad that he gave me the strength and support to get through.

Elijah's 1 Week Old!!

2009-05-01T08:47:00.000-07:00

I can't believe so much time has already passed since Little Elijah's arrival. He's now a week and 2 days old and still as prefect as can be. Although it's said that they can't smile at this stage (intentional, responsive smiling), he's seem to be practicing more and more every day. He makes me melt when I see him grin! He's a great eater and although he has his nights, he sleeps pretty well too. It's taken a little getting used to getting up every few hours to feed him, but it is all so rewarding and worth it.

It's amazing to see how much change can occur in so little time. His eyes seems to be more gray now than they were at birth (they seems to have a bluish tint at first) and his eyebrows are starting to come in a little darker. He has discovered his thumb, but prefers to suck on his entire hand instead and his personality seems to be coming out more and more everyday. I'm so facinated with him and everything he does and every change he makes. I can't believe we were so blessed.

One of the funniest and most surprising things about him is that he won't let you miss a poopy diaper! Not because he cries, but because he will wake the dead while doing so! I guess he gets it from his Daddy, LOL.

Although Elijah is here, I still can't believe we have a baby. This little 6 lb being came from inside of me! I still feel like he was placed under my bed at the hospital and pulled out at the last minute like some kind of magic trick. Birth is such a miracle and so unreal. We are SOOO thankful and blessed to have him here safe and sound.

Here's are a few pics of our handsome man at a week old.

Got Milk????

Too sleepy to burp!

AHH!!! Doesn't it make YOU melt?

Our Blessing Has Arrived!!

2009-04-27T12:03:00.000-07:00

At 3:44 pm on April 22, 2009, our blessing, Elijah Calvin, made his appearance into the world. He was 6 lbs 13.7 oz., 20 inches long, and is absolutely perfect in our eyes! I already love him soooo much!!

We Did It!!

Immediately after birth

Getting Measured After Birth

Who Says Fetal Movement Decreases w/ Pregnancy Progression?

2009-04-16T19:20:00.000-07:00

Here's a little clip of Elijah in action again. (11 days from my due date 38 weeks, 3 days.)

I Was Looking So Forward to Today's Appt. and...

2009-04-16T15:28:00.000-07:00

I ended up disappointed again. Last week I was told by the NP that "he's definitely dropped" and "he's head down and very low." Then I meet with my Dr today and hear "uhhhhh......... I want a ultrasound to be sure he's head down" and he's still pretty high!" WHAT?? I was just so upset:( On top of that, I'm only dilated a fingertip IF that. I suppose I really need get over it and count my blessings and be thankful that he's still safe in there. The ultrasound did show him as head down and fluid levels being fine so that's what's really important.

As for everything else, my hips have been bothering me and after 3 days straight of little to no sleep, ( either because of my hips or just being anxious), I was finally able to sleep through the night last night. It's gonna feel so good to be able to sleep on my back or belly again. On top of that, I'm still gaining weight, which I was fine with at first, but now that I've reached what I thought was the end, it's getting a bit irritating especially if it continues at 3lbs a week like it is now. I guess now I'm gaining all the weight that I had wanted to (and couldn't ) in the past!!

All in all, I'm doing great and still am enjoying the ride. I've had a bit of an emotional moment last night that was really unexpected. Todd and I were getting ready for bed and talking about little Elijah when he said "have you realized that this MAY be your last night of being pregnant?" That when it really hit me............ and I just started balling. I'm really going to miss ALL of this. Although I'd love to have him in my arms and my body back as my own, I'm going to miss the little man in there and all of the unexpected surprises that goes along with it. I'm going to miss every kick, turn, hop, and jab. And the hiccups........ There's just nothing like it. Pregnancy is truly a blessing that is just undescribable!

(Change topic.... before I start crying again!!)

On a lighter note, I've always heard of how some people make what they think are innocent comments to pregnant women before thinking so I'm gonna have fun with it. Here's my list so far (and I'm sure it'll grow before all is over). The Good, The Bad and the Ugly:

The "Good" :

* "You actually look like you're grown now" ( This one almost made me cry. It came from my daddy. I'm not a little girl anymore :( )

* Ahhh... You are soooo cute pregnant!"

* "You make pregnant woman look good! You are adorable!"

* "Ahh. I wanna be as cute as you!"

The "Bad":

* " You're STILL here?"

* You look ... different"

* From a nurse while checking me: " He has a BIIIIGGGG head!"

* One of my favorites came from one of the neighbors little kids: "She looks funny!" (Although I thought it was funny)

* "Ahhh!! I think your nose is starting to spread!" ( Not too bad I guess. LOL. Thanks, Ma :)

The Worst of the Worst, The "Ugly":

* (From a complete stranger) " Wow!! Are you gonna pop yet? Gosh!" (How Rude!!!!)

* Them: "I hadn't seen you in so long, I thought you already had your baby."
Me: Nope. I have a couple weeks left."
Them: "Oh. Your BIG"

* "I bet you're ready for it to be over!" (This one's not too bad; I just hate how they assume late pregnancy is horrible.)

And the Ones I Just Don't Know How to Take or Don't Know Where They Fit:

* "You look like you have a basketball under your shirt. You're ALL baby" (Which agree with)

* "You're glowing!!!" (I've never seen myself with the pregnancy glow, just some extra oily glands, LOL so I don't quite get this one! )

And last but not least, here's some pics of the little man from today's ultrasound. He wouldn't look at us or move his hand way from his face, but as usual, he did flash!!!

His cute little foot!

Him flashing once again!!

Profile shot. Look at that nose!!! (His hand is right under it... maybe he's picking, LOL)

We Have Progress!!

2009-04-10T21:15:00.000-07:00

I had my 37 week appointment today and it went very well. We finally have some pregress!! I'm 70% effaced!!!!! I'm not dilated at all, but I was happy to hear that things have at least gotten started. She seems to think that I may go the full 40 weeks if not beyond. Elijah is definitely VERY low and has dropped. I'm just about positive that the night I felt all that pain is the night that he dropped.

I was told that with my BP being where it is, I can do as much as I want to and as much that I am physically capable of without worrying. I'll definitely be trying to get more active. The only news I was a little down about was my weight. I'm 150 (up from 116)...... and I was THINKING I wouldn't go beyond that. Well,I still have 2 weeks left so so much for that plan!!

Anyways, the most important thing is that he is doing very well and growing fine. she is thinking he'll be a 7 lb'er :)

It's Official!

2009-04-09T17:53:00.000-07:00

Eliah's growing like a weed in there and I officially feel huge! It's funny how pics show you what you normally don't see. I knew my belly was getting big, but after seeing these pics, I feel huge! It looks like I have a basketball in my shirt! Everyone's been saying that for weeks now, but I didn't believe it. Well, I can't deny it now after seeing these! And people say I don't look like I'm down to weeks, yeah right!!! Nonetheless, I love my belly!!!!

All of these were taken at 37 Weeks, 3 days

And comparison pics for fun:

(15 weeks, 27 weeks 3days, 37 weeks 3 days)

Ahhh!!! Freedom!!

2009-04-06T10:51:00.001-07:00

I had my first official outting after being off bedrest this week end and it felt SOOOO good. We met with Todd's cousin and husband and had lunch. Afterwards, we spent some time strolling the mall. Poor Todd had to deal with not just one, but 2 pregnant, indecisive, women cooing over almost every food vendor around, potty breaks, and our drolloing over outfit and after outfit. He took it like a champ though and did great!

Afterwards, we went strolling though Buy Buy Baby to browse and ended up spending most of our time sampling the gliders and ottomens with our feet up. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh. They were sooo comfy!

Later that night, I was really expecting contractions to pick up with all the walking ( I had a couple while out) , but surprisingly, they didn't. Unfortunately, what I got seemed so much worse. I'm not sure what was going on, but it seemed like Little Elijah was fighting to either get his head deeper into my pelvis or to get his head out. Maybe he dropped a little. Who knows what was going on, but talk about painful!!! Luckily it didn't last long and aside from hip and tailbone pain , Elijah settled down and all went well for the rest of the night.

Thank you, Lord!

36 Week Dr. Appt.

2009-04-03T13:24:00.000-07:00

Well.......... I'll start from the beginning.

I didn't sleep well at all because of come and go contractions on top of hip pain that started up for the first time. I finally gave in and got up at 5 a.m. thinking that we MAY be meeting our little man today. I thought that if he didn't arrive today and I did make it to my appt this evening, I'd at least have some great progress under my belt and know that the time was fast approaching. The contractions weren't extremely painful so I hopped in the shower to relax, managed to get some last minute things done, and waited. The contractions continued for about another 2 hours (somewhat as strong, but not regular) and then.................... the contractions stopped. :(

We went to the appt and I have no progress at all. Not dilation, no thinning, etc. As much as I know that Little Elijah can use 3 more weeks baking in there, I was really looking forward to seeing him soon. So for those that made early predictions, you all may have to reconsider!

On the good side, I'm officially off bedrest! Dr says that he is continuing to grow well and he has a very strong heartbeat. Other than having my GBS test done, it was a pretty uneventful appt.

I have to keep reminding myself that this is what's best and it's a huge blessing making it to full term.... I'm just being a bit selfish in wanting to meet him sooner. I'm beginning to get so anxious!!!

Appt stats:

Mommy's weight: 148 (Yes, I'm STILL gaining)
His heartrate: 130- 140's

Maternity Pics

2009-03-30T16:39:00.000-07:00

All of our maternity pics are now up at:
http://www.ryancookphotography.com/index2.php?v=v1

To view album, go to "clients" at the bottom of the page. The password is our cats name. (If you don't remember her name, leave a comment for me or email me directly and I'll email it to you.)

I Can See the Future!!!

2009-03-29T15:59:00.000-07:00

Well, so they think!!! With the medication being done and early contractions, everyone is predicting an early arrival for Mr. Elijah. I thought it would be fun to put their predictions down and see who's closest. Here's they are:

Todd's Prediction
Arrival date: April 1
Weight: 6 lbs, 3 oz.
Length: 22 in.
Other: That he's really a girl................ April fools!!!!!!!!!!!
______________________________

My Mom's Prediction
Arrival Date: April 9 ( but maybe between April 1 and April 9)
Weight: 6 lbs, 3 oz
Length: 20 in.
______________________________

My Dad's Prediction
Arrival Date: April 15
Weight: 6 lbs, 8 oz.
Length: ???
_____________________________

Todd's Mom's Prediction
Arrival Date: April 7
Weight: 6 lbs, 1 oz
Length: 21 in.
______________________________
My Prediction
Arrival Date: April 8 ( but no later than April 13)
Weight: 6 lbs, 8 oz.
Length: 22 in. (LOL, I don't know much about lengths, but I'm guessing he's taller/ longer than average)
_____________________________

Kristy's Prediction

Arrival Date: April 5

Weight: 6 lbs, 4 oz

Other: Drug free!!!

_____________________________

Stephanie's Prediction

Arrival Date: April 5

Weight: 6lbs, 5 oz.

Length: 20 in.

______________________________

Jeff's Prediction

Arrival Date: April 6

Weight: 6lbs, 4oz.

Length: 19 in.

______________________________

Mom's Co-Worker:

Arrival Date: April 6

Weight: 6lbs, 8 oz

Other:Begin labor at night and deliver in the morning

Other: No hair!!!

_______________________________

If anyone else wants to offer a guess, feel free to let me know and I'll be happy to post it!

It's a Bitter Sweet Day in Pregnancyland.

2009-03-29T14:10:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is officially my 36th week!! I am SO happy with knowing that the little man will be here in just a few weeks. The bittersweet part is that I'm off my medication which is great because.... well......... I'm off of it, but the down side is that I'm so nervous that the contractions will come back stronger and labor is closer than we'd want. If I'm admitted after this point, there is no more stopping them. We are very anxious to meet him, but want him to keep on baking for at least another week and be healthy enough to come home and not spend time in the NICU.

The time has flown and up to this point , I have enjoyed it. I can honestly say it was a pretty easy pregnancy (aside from dealing with the stress of being on the modified bed rest). I didn't have many of the usual issues that so many complain about. I had no morning sickness, no major mood swings (Todd says because I have them naturally, LOL), not a day of spotting, no insomnia, no kicks to the ribs (knock on wood), absolutely no heartburn, and no UTI, bladder infections, etc.

What did I have? Other than the preterm labor, let's see...... I had the leg cramps at night, "bowel issues" and headaches in the beginning, fatigue in the first tri, and sciatia this trimester. That's it. Pregnancy really wasn't what I thought it would be, but that's a good thing. I was told to expect to have pains from head to toe, constantly be nauseated and have heartburn, and that I'd have plenty of sleepless nights (because of all of the body aches, tossing a turning, and just not being able to get comfortable). Both Todd and I agree that I've been blessed with an easy pregnancy. Maybe they'll get me next time around.

My goal and wish now is that my labor and delivery will go "relatively" smooth. I'm not expecting it to be easy by any means. I just want to be able to get through with no epidural and other meds. We shall see!!!!!

A Newborns Conversation with God

2009-03-24T17:51:00.000-07:00

I found this and just had to share. It brought tears to my eyes after reading it :(

A Newborns Conversation with God

A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?"

God said, "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you."

The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy."

God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy."

Again the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?"

God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak."

And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?" God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray." Who will protect me?"

God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life."But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore." God said, "Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you."

At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked, "God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name.

"God said, "You will simply call her, "Mom."

Another Dr Appt.... Another Hospital Visit :(

2009-03-23T17:09:00.000-07:00

Bad news first. I ended up going back to the hospital today right after my appt, but to be honest, I don't really feel it was even needed. I had a non- stress test done at the dr's office and the little man just wasn't active enough for them. Can you believe that?????The same little man that always has my belly flipping and flopping!!! They sent me over to be monitored and I was released about 30 minutes later. I personally thought it was a waste, esp. knowing how active he is regularly; they just caught him during a nap (but of course, they weren't happy with that). While there, I also had the usual cervix check and there was no change so he's hanging in there.

Now for all the good news, no cervical change so the little man is going to be hanging around for at least a little longer. While having the non stress test, I did have contractions, but at this point, they are sorta expected and no big deal. I had an ultrasound and he's looking really good. He's measuring exactly on time at 35 weeks, is almost 6 lbs, and in the 65th percentile!!! With him being so big now, all the cute little pics are over :( He's REALLY low, in vertex position (yah!!) and the tech said that as low as he is, there is very little chance in him moving away from being head down so that was great news. I'm still set to be get off my medicaton on Sunday and I begin having my weekly appts next week as well. According to the Dr's timeline, I'll be 36 weeks then (my timeline is 4 days ahead of theirs) and they want to start seeing somekind of progress. With me being off the medication, I'm sure it'll happen pretty fast, but my goal is to make it to at LEAST 38 weeks (their time), putting him at making his appearance right around Easter. My Dr says that there is really no way to tell how I'm going to react to being med- free and that some women have went into labor the day after being off, while others go for weeks and beyond their due date and have to be induced (both of which I fear and don't want).

Appt. Stats:

Mommy's weight: 145 lbs Total weight gain to date: 29 lbs.

Baby's heart rate: 120 (per doppler), 135 (per ultrasound)

Baby's position: Still vertex!! WAY low!!

Baby's approx weight: 5 lbs, 11 oz.

Maternity Pics!!

2009-03-19T17:29:00.000-07:00

Here are a few of the pics from the maternity shoot. Although I definitely felt the effects of being up and about for the 2 hours it took, I'm very happy with how they came out so far. The photographer, Ryan Cook, hasn't finished them all yet,but he has OK'ed me to post a sneak peak so here they are!! There are also a few more on his blog at : http://photocook.blogspot.com/.

The first one ISN'T one of the professional ones; just one of me minutes before the shoot. I was SO excited!!!

8 1/2 months along, 27.5 lbs heavier and lovin' every minute (and lb) :)

One of our favorites!!

Should've had my jersey and hat on too :(

I love what he did with this one !!!

I was a little iffy about using this outfit because it was so bright, but now I'm SO glad I did!

What an Amazingly Busy (and Exciting ) Week!!

2009-03-15T08:50:00.000-07:00

What a week!!! First, we went to our 33/34 week appt and the Dr reviewed my records and said that according to my last ultrasound, my fluid levels may have been a bit low!! Why wasn't I told then???? She measured me, and sure enough, I was measuring behind so she ordered another ultrasound to check fluid levels. Unfortunately, it was near closing time and the tech was busy with others so I had to go back the next day. We went in the following week and wooo hoooo! My levels were at a 11 (up from 10 last time) and I was told that it was on the low side of a safe range, but not too low and need to worry. (14 is considered average and 8 is considered low). So, all in all, I need to increase water intake to be sure it's at least maintained to be on the safe side. The tech didn't spend any time looking at the little man, but of course, he chose to flash us once again anyway!!!!

After the appt, we met and had lunch with a possible doula. She was such a nice lady and seemed to truly love what she does. She reviewed our birth plan and she shared stories of births she's assisted in. She offered to take photos at every stage (beginning with leaving the house for the hospital), will provide us a copy of the birth story she'll write, and even offered to come over and help out when she found out that I was on bed rest. After meeting her, I knew immediately that I wanted to hire her!! She is quite knowledgable of lots of non- med alternatives and just seems to be a compassionate person. I am really WANTING to go the non- medicated natural route and hope that in the end, it works out and I can deal with it. I hear all kinds of stories of women going in with that thought in mind, but when all is over, the epidural and other medication won. I'm praying that I can make it through. I'm not saying that it's wrong not to go that way, but I personally want to go without meds (or at least as long as I can). After all, before all the advancement in medicine, women did it for YEARS without!!!

Then, to top off the week, we had our maternity photo shoot at the house. It was SOOOO much fun and the photographer, Ryan Cook, was amazing!!! He was very easy going, patient, and had lots of good ideas. We were even able to get a few with Snowball and Buddy! Although I felt HUGE in some of the shots, I can't wait to see how they came out. He showed me one pic (because of the awkward position it was taken in), and it was very cute! I'd definitely recommend him to anyone needing a photographer!!! The shoot took 2 hours and when it was all over and done, I felt every minute of it!! That evening, my back was killing me and my sciatic nerve was even worse; I could barely walk!!!! And the next morning wasn't much better!!! Despite being up and about for that long of a period, my contractions didn't pick up at all and back pain was the only thing I had to deal with :)

Mommy, Make Them Go Away!! (Elijah's Rant)

2009-03-07T05:39:00.001-08:00

Remember when I said that Elijah seems to get irritated at times when he gets the hiccups? Well, I was actually able to record him during one of his "fits" after a round of them this morning (at 33 weeks, 2 days). You can barely see my belly jumping ( maybe 2x from the very beginning)with the hiccups, but you can't miss his aggitation!!! He get's bothered once at the beginning, but really has a major fit right at the end.

He's up to having them (the hiccups) as many as 4 times a day now, so I can only imagine how annoying they are. Poor little man!

SURPRISE!!!

2009-03-02T06:38:00.000-08:00

Todd took me out to what he said was for a special lunch Saturday and it turned out to be so much more!! He had me close my eyes as he walked me into the restaurant and when I opened them, Todd's family and a couple of friends were all there for a surprise baby shower!!! It was so thoughtful that everyone took the time to come out to celebrate the coming of Elijah! I am so thankful that so many people care for us and are so welcoming of our little man.

Stephanie and Amber:

Thanks so much for all the hard work, organizing, and all of the time you spent planning this. Everything turned out great and I cannot express how thankful I am. The cake was yummy, flowers were beautiful, and the games were a lot of fun (esp. seeing that some thought my belly was as big as I was almost tall, LOL).

Robyn and Jackie:

The diaper cake was too cute, not to mention, a huge help for us. I can only imagine how time consuming it must have been. Thanks so much for all that you put into creating it! It was beautiful!!

Everyone:
I really appreciate you all traveling and coming out and making the shower so enjoyable. I have that I wasn't able to get up and chat with you all and I'm sorry that some of you that had planned on coming couldn't make it. We are equally grateful for you taking the time to send your gifts. With all of your great presents, Elijah is pretty much set for making his debut! We are all very thankful and blessed to have you ALL in our lives. The personalized and homeade items are priceless!

When we got home, it seemed like part 2 of the shower! Todd and I went through all the gifts again and I wish I would have taken pics of Todd. He was as excited as I was!!!! In addition to all of that, we had more stuff waiting for us on the table that my parents and Ms Jo dropped off. It was like Christmas!!!

Thank you ALL for EVERYTHING!!!!

Here are a few pics that I took when we got home (Actual shower pics coming soon).

The beautiful diaper cake

All of the little man's gifts. I have a lot more organizing to do now!

Same pic, but with the balloons I forgot to include in the first.

32 Weeks Today!!!

2009-02-26T06:50:00.000-08:00

YAH!!!!!! I can't explain how exciting the day has been. We went to our appt today and it could not have went any better! All "checks" were great and I don't need to return in a week since the meds are doing their job. The Dr also ordered a u/s to check Elijah's growth so we got to see our little man once again! He wouldn't show his face (he covered it with his hand), but was very proud to show us his little boy parts!!! He still has very long legs and has grown like a weed!! Right now he's head down so I pray that he either stays that way or remembers how he got there if he decides to start flipping around again! Although I'm very happy about hearing that he's head down, I was a little surprised. He is ALWAYS kicking me clear on the sides of my belly so I was sure he was still lying sideways!!! Regardless, we couldn't be happier!!!

We didn't get any good pics this time, but I did post one of him in his favorite pose. Can you guess what it is?

Appt Stats:

Mommy's weight: 142.8 ( I gained over 4lbs..... in 1 WEEK !!!)

Total weight gain to date: 26.8 lbs

Fundal height: Right on target. Perfect

Baby's heart rate: 150 BPM

Baby's approx weight: 4 lbs, 5 ounces ( gained 1.5 lbs in 3 weeks)

Baby's position: head down!!! (Now he just has to stay that way!)

Like I said, he wouldn't show his face, but was happy to show off his little boy parts :)

In Loving Memory

2009-02-24T05:24:00.000-08:00

This weekend we got the news that Todd's Grandmother passed. Although I've personally only known her for about 4 years, I could tell she was a great lady and had a heart of gold. She was always so supportive of Todd and I and loved to talk, knit, and read. As a matter of fact, I think our first converstation with just the two of us was about a book that she recommended me to read! I remember her sharing short stories about how race relations were back when she was our age, and despite that, she always made me feel welcome and treated us as the people we are, two individuals that love each other greatly and just happen to be of different races.

She was truly one of a kind and everyone that knew her should both consider themselves lucky and a better person simply for being blessed with knowing her. Although it is sad for everyone to know that she is no longer with us, it is truly a blessing in disguise. She is now free of mind, body, and spirit and truly at peace. Baby Elijah, as well as the other little ones soon making their appearences, have another very special angel watching over them.

Grandma McCrary, you will truly be missed. You are gone, but not forgotten.

It's Daddy Time!

2009-02-20T18:35:00.000-08:00

Todd and I are getting so close to the end and are getting so excited. It hard to believe that, God willing, we'll have a little one in less than 10 weeks! He is getting so big and so strong. It's crazy seeing him moving in the center of my belly and seeing him kick on the side of my belly at the same time. It's just so hard to believe he's that big! And it seems like Elijah just loves to kick Daddy in the head!!!! Here's a few pics of Todd having some One on One Daddy time.

A few little fun facts about the Little Man:

* He loves playing hide and seek. If you find him, he soon dodges your hand and runs away to another spot.

* He gets the hiccups at least 2x/ day now. Sometimes, it gets him so aggitated that he begins fighting in there, kicking and squirming all over the place.

* He's already camera shy and not to fond of being recorded.

* He is VERY active!! No sugar, caffeine, etc. needed!

Lights, Camera, Action!!

2009-02-20T09:51:00.000-08:00

I'm so excited!!!! We just booked an in- home maternity photographer!!! Now I just pray that 1) I will still feel up to it and 2) that he stays put!! I am just beside myself right now!!!
This is his first maternity shoot (and giving us 1/2 off) so we're all going to be pretty new to this. Now I have to get busy finding websites with poses to copy, outfit ideas, props, etc. Decisions, decisions!!!

If anyone has any suggestions, feel free to e-mail me or leave them in the comment section.

31 Week (30w, 4 d) Dr Appt.

2009-02-19T06:43:00.001-08:00

Not much to report from today's appointment. So no news, in our case, is great news! It was a very easy, quick, non- eventful visit for the most part. Since I haven't been having contractions, the Dr. didn't want to "go plundering around" when there's no apparent reason to. He again explained that I'll be on the medication until I'm 36 weeks and then at that point I'll be taken off and the bed rest may be even more modified (and even then I need to take it easy). He stated that every week that I make being on bed rest is a major milestone, but they really want me to go at LEAST until the 36 week mark. I'm pretty confident that we'll be fine, and am pushing for at least 38.

Just by going on my measurements alone, the Dr. said that Little Man is measuring well and according to my last ultrasound, even seems a little ahead for his size, which is great news.

Mommy's Weight: 138.6 Total weight gain: 22.6 lbs)
Estimated Baby Weight: N/A
Baby's Heartrate: 141 (Beginning to drop and level off)
Baby's Position: N/A

Since I didn't have any fun pics or anything to post, here's a little clip of our Little Man in action. He's usually really shy and stops moving as soon as I turn on the camera, but I was able to catch a little of him this time.

Childbirth Class #3: Hospital Tour

2009-02-17T06:03:00.000-08:00

You'd think that after I ended up having to stay, a tour of the hospital would be the last thing I'd want, but I was actually looking forward to it and really enjoyed it. We got to see all the different types of rooms, learn about security measures in place, reoutine procedures, and a special visit to see all the cute little babies in the nursery and the NICU. Both were very subtly decorated, but the overall atmoshere was very soothing and relaxing. I was amazed at how quiet they were, esp. the NICU. I was expecting a lot of hustle and bustle, crying, and beeping machines, and heard very little of any of that. The tour would've been a lot more enjoyable if I couldn't have walked around with everyone instead of being in a wheelchair (but I'm very thankful that I was even able to do that.)

As for the rest of class..... how can I explain it??????? Um....... eye opening!!! We mainly talked about all the different types of interventions. A lot of my thoughts on medication were said to be true (which is why I'm going to TRY to go without any including an epidural), but what really got me was the discussion about inductions! Coming from a RN's (the instructor), I couldn't believe some of the selfish reasons Dr's (and some patients) use to validate getting one! Vacations, being on call that day and not wanting to just sit around, just being tired of being pregnant, out of town guests, golf trips, etc!!! Is that really more important that the health of a child???? I'd like to say that it horible for the Dr to do this, but to be honest, I want to say it's more on the women for going along with it and agreeing. Just my opinion though :)

Anyways, my next project is to finish researching relaxation techniques for labor. I have a running list with about 10 ideas on it so far so that still needs adding to (if you know of any, please let me know so I can add them). Like I said, my goal is to go med-free, BUT I'm still trying to prepare myself to not be disappointed if it doesn't come about that way. (After all, the instructor described the hospital as "epidural country" with 95- 99% of women opting to use it. )

If you have any advice (other than "Get ALL the meds you can" or "You better get that epidural!"), resources/ website, please send it my way. Both Todd and I will definitely appreciate it. You may have the one thing that will save Todd from having his head ripped off during the whole process!!!

Free At Last!! Free At Last!!!

2009-02-16T09:39:00.000-08:00

YAH!!!! After being on bedrest for a little over a week, I got outside!!!!! And it wasn't for a childbirth class or Dr's appt!!!! For Valentines weekend, Todd dropped me off at a local spa and I got to relax while getting a manicure and pedicure!!! AHHH!!!!!! Then we went to Babies R Us for a while (with me in a wheelchair, of course), and did a little shopping (which I really missed ) and ended the evening with a nice Valentines dinner. Despite having to wait over an hour to be seated, I can't explain how good it felt to be NOT staring at 4 walls and a TV!!!! Todd did a great job lifting my spirits! I feel so refreshed!!!!

Then we ended our weekend with finishing up some last minute packing for the hospital and started loading up the car. I packed 2 outfits (one cooler one warmer) in each size (just in case he's bigger or smaller than expected I have premie, under 8 lbs, and over 8lbs) but here's a few pics of the under and over 8. I can't wait to see him in his little outfits!! He's gonna be so handsome!!!

This one is if he's under 8 lbs.I know we'll probably loose the booties before we even get home, but I just had to get them! I also packed a little jacket, but forgot to take a pic.

This is if he's over 8 lbs. I like this one too, but I'm hoping he'll get to wear the first.

I Got Exactly What I Prayed For...... I just Didn't Know What That Entailed!!!

2009-02-15T08:45:00.000-08:00

LOL!! When I first thanked God for Little Elijah the day we found out we were expecting, I prayed for a healthy, active baby. Well, I didn't exactly know what I was in for when I added the active part!! This little man has my belly dancing contantly!! I could get up at 2 am to go to the bathroom and as soon as I get back in the bed, the little man literally feels like he is bouncing of the walls of my belly!!! Bump to the front, then bump to the left!!!! Bump to the back, bump, bump bump!!! Don't get me wrong, I love that he IS so active, but never imagined a baby could be THIS active. It seems like my body is being taken over and it's just crazy watching by belly jiggle in every which way. I'm gonna be in it when he finally decides to turn and has my ribs to fight with!!

Nonetheless, it get a good laugh every time and just reminds me of what all this bed rest is for and really puts everything in prespective.

I can only wonder if this means that he's going to remain this active after he is born!!!!

My lopsided belly!!!! Can you guess where the
little man is?

Update From My Follow up with Dr

2009-02-09T21:21:00.000-08:00

Wow!!!! What can I say? Prayer works and the Lord is looking over us!! I went in today for my follow up, and although I'm now officially on bedrest, everything went great.

There was no further shortening, no dilation, or other change so that alone was great news. I was told that I would be on the medication until probably 36 weeks and the bed rest time frame all depends on what my body wants to do. With me just starting the medication and it being WAY to early to deliver, she wanted to keep me on bedrest to be on the safe side and to at least get me further along to where the little man would be safe if delivered early. She explained that if everything continues with no changes, it may be lifted.

To make things even better with this situation, everything at work worked out fine as well. I am fortunate enough to have a job where most can be done at home anyways, but I have to go out at least 2-3x week to check on clients,be in the office, and attend meetings. My boss is very understanding and has agreed to having me work strictly from home so that is another huge blessing.

As for the little man, he continues to have a party in there and was really showing off at the Dr's office! The Dr was trying measure me, and couldn't get it accurately because he just wouldn't stop moving!! She would just stand back and laugh as she watched my belly flip flop around!! He kicked her the instant she put that measuring tape on me!!! I had no idea a baby could be this active! He is up from the time I wake at 8a, until PAST the time I go to bed with very little resting thoughout the day. As I sit here and type this at 12:30 am, he is STILL flipping around like crazy! I thought baby's slept too???? LOL. I think he's definitely going to be a night owl like his Mommy :)

Todd is also doing muc better. The bug has pretty much passed. I was really feeling sorry for him having to sit around, but he really needed the down time to just sit back and (somewhat) relax after the hospital ordeal. His energy is still a little low, but he is doing so much better than he was over the weekend.

Although I'm on bedrest, I'm VERY happy with the outcome of everything.!! I'll take bedrest as a sign that I need to slow down and enjoy the little things ( like every single roll and every single kick to the bladder). I couldn't have asked for everything to turn out any better!! Todd's almost back to himself, Baby's great, and overall, I'm healthy as well. I have so much to be thankful for!!

Appt stats:

Mommy's weight gain: 19 lbs (current weight: 135)
Baby's hearrate: approx 149
fundal height: 28 cm (but couldn't get accurate measure because of his movement!)

(29 Weeks, 4 days)

My Expanding Belly

2009-02-07T18:16:00.001-08:00

Well, since I'm on bed rest until at least my next appt. on Monday ( See 29 weeks update in "Where Has the Time Went?" blog for details if you're not up to date), I might as well blog away, huh??? This is my 3rd one today I think. Anyways, I got a call today and was told that I needed to post some pics of my belly so here they are!!!! Todd took these last week at 28 weeks (and 17.6 lbs heavier :) ) We are planning to have professional ones done and have found a couple photographers willing , but with me now on bedrest, we'll have to wait an see how everything plays out before going any further with planning that.

Here's my belly progression starting at 5 weeks. (Click on it to enlarge)
***** 30 Week Belly Pic Added*****

Updated up to 36 weeks

It's Great to Be Home!

2009-02-07T17:57:00.000-08:00

First off, I want to thank EVERYONE that came by to visit while I was in the hospital and that sent there well wishes and prayers for us. We really appreciate it and it definitely made things so much easier.

I am so glad to be out of the hospital!!! Although I'm having a hard time resting ALL DAY long, it beats having another hospital stay! The medication that I'm on seems to be working great as I think I've had less than a handful of contractions so far. And as for the little one, Elijah has been......well....Elijah; moving constantly and enjoying himsself. My lower tummy is still a bit achy (which they said is normal), but overall I'm feeling great! God has truly been taking care of me. The only issue that I have right now is not being able to sleep through the night due to having to get up 2x for medication.

Unfortunately, Todd is now sick ( a bit of the flu bug), so now it's his turn to rest and recoup as well. He's spent most of his time in the restroom, poor thing! He too, is on a few meds so we are both just hanging around the house, eating, relaxing... and staying medicated!!! Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers as well.

Preparing for Baby

2009-02-07T15:12:00.000-08:00

Getting things in place forLittle Elijah has been so much fun. Every since we found out we were pregnant, I've been wanting to get started on his room right away! We had his crib, dresser, and changing table all ready for the little man in October and I've been stocking up un diapers, wipes, etc every since.

When Christmas rolled around, he might as well already been here because it was all about him! He recieved TONS and TONS of presents. We received nearly half of the items on one of our registries and lots of other thoughtful gifts for him, including items to complete his room. He's receiving packages addressed to him in the mail full of goodies and he's not even here yet!! Thanks so much everyone! We are so blessed!!!

O.k. back to the nursery. We had a really had time deciding what kind of theme we wanted but in the end, we decided on Baby Looney Tunes because 1) we wanted something somewhat neutral for the next little one and 2) we could use some wall pictures that Todd made for the room. It didn't turn out quite like I imagined, and we ran into issues with the border not wanting to stick, but all in all, we are very satisfied with it. We both agree that it is very relaxing. I have spent several nights sitting in the rocker, lights off with only the tap lights on (that I put up for middle of the night feedings) reading or listening to his little lullaby CD's. We are still debating on painting the lower half of the wall green and we need to put up another wall picture, but other than that, the nursery is done and all it needs is a baby!!

Here's a few pics:

Elijah's crib with Looney Toon bedding and mobile before the border was put up.

Dresser and his library (mostly big boy books)

Cozy nursing/ reading corner

1of 2 of the wall pictures that Daddy made!

Changing table ( FULLY STOCKED :)

And my new obsession:

Sleepers

A few outfits for each size (and jackets, coats, shoes, etc)

A good stock of onesies

clothes!!! Although he already had plenty, my Mom and I went out last week and bought him LOTS more. It's just so hard to pass up a good sale!!! I know they say that you shouldn't buy much in the beginning, but both Todd and I agreed that what Elijah doesn't/ can't wear, we can either save for next little one or pass it on to someone that can, Either way, it's not a loss!

We are so ready for Elijah to join us!!!!

Thanks again to everyone! We truly appreciate you and are truly grateful!

Where Has the Time Went??? Time to Play Catch Up!!!!

2009-02-07T09:11:00.000-08:00

Wow! It's hard to believe, but I'm now 29 weeks and all in all, it's been an easy pregnancy.... up until a few days ago. I've been keeping a little jounal throughout so I'll play catch up on here appointment by appointment first and then get to that.

17/ 18 Week Appointment

Everything went great and because of some minor cramps, I had a ultrasound done and surprise!!!!! It's a BOY!!!! He gladly showed us his little boy parts!! Both Todd and I just broke down instantly. We were so overwhelmed with joy! He was wiggling away and enjoying himself in there. The techs were amazed at how active he was!!

Unfortunately, a few days after my appt. I had what I thought was a leak and was sent to Labor and Delivery to be checked out. It ended up that it wasn't amniotic fluid, fluid levels were fine, and all test came back normal. So..... the leak was.... nothing at all . I also found out that I was having contractions ( which I couldn't feel at all) and was given a dose of terbutaline that knocked them out with the first dose. I had to follow up with my primary Dr a few days later and all was fine and he's doing great!!!

His little boy parts! Don't worry! I had no idea what I was looking at either. (It's the little part in the middle pointing down :) )

Look at that long leg!!! (17 weeks, 1 day)

Look at that beautiful profile!! ( 17 weeks, 1 day)

Stats for this appt:

* Mommy's total weight gain- 5 lbs ( current weight 121 lbs)

* Blood work results- Still slightly anemic. Put on iron supplements.
* Felt first kick this week!!!

__________________________________________

20/ 21 Week Appointment

We had the big anatomy scan today and to be honest, I was very nervous about what we may find out. We opted not to have any of the optional testing for defects early on. We just feel that if God intended us to have a special needs child, then so be it. We both agree that no matter what the outcome of test, we would keep the child and enjoy it as a great blessing no matter what so why have them to begin with!Anyways, all came out great and he is looking perfect! He's measuring on time and there were no issues seen from the ultrasound at all. We say his little kidneys, heart, stomach, and and main arterery and were amazed! We are just so blessed :)

Two little feet

Our little man scratching his head!! (20 weeks)

Appt stats:

* Mommy's total weight gain- 9.5 lbs (current weight 125.5 lbs)
* Little one's heartrate- 160 BPM

* Little ones estimated weight- 14 ounces

___________________________________________________

25 Week Appointment

Everything continues to be fine with little Elijah. Didn't have an ultrasound or anything at this appt so not much to post about other than stats.

* Mommy's total weight gain- 13lbs (Current weight 129lbs)

* Baby's Heartrate: Around 153 BPM

* Mommy's fundal height: 25 cm

_________________________________________________

28 Week Appointment (Jan. 26, 09)

I had my glucose tolerance test today and an ultrasound to check Little Man's growth. I passed with flying colors and Mr. Man is growing just as he should. He's right on track or a couple days ahead on every measurment except his femur, which was measuring 30 weeks even so we're pretty sure he's going to be a long/ tall baby!!! Had a few other tests and all came out fine.

This whole experience has been beyond amazing! He moves more and more everyday and the kicks get stronger and stronger.He now has the hiccups everyday now and I just love it! Despite seeing the numbers go up on the scale and seeing my belly expand, it's still so hard to believe that this is all real. Just knowing that God has given us this gift and has trusted me with carrying him and us with raising him is undescribable. We are so grateful. There have been so many nights where I just lay in bed with my hands on my belly just to enjoy every movement and take it all in.

Mommy's total weight gain: 18.6lbs (current weight: 134.6)

Little One's Estimated Weight: 2 lbs, 9 oz.

Little One's Position: Transverse (but has plenty time to turn)

Little One's Heartrate: Between 152- 156 BPM

__________________________________________________

29 weeks

Well, here's where things went downhill. Just 6 days after my appt, I began having what I thought were contractions. At first, I thought it was just the little man moving around, but it was going on almost all day from the time I woke up to the time I went to bed and there was no way he could be that active without rest. Well, the next day it continues and didn't seem to let up so I called my Dr.

I was seen an hour later and had test run. It was confirmed that I was having contractions and to make matters worst, the little man's heartrate had dropped a couple of times that was enough to concern them. I also found out that my cervix had shortened a bit. I was sent to Labor and Delivery immediately for preterm labor.

I get there, and they give me a shot of terbutaline to stop the contractions but it didn't help so they later gave me another..... then another.....then another.They also notice dips in his hearrate and said that if they continue to have big drops, they'd have to deliver!!!!!! Luckily, after that, I guess he decided that he wanted to remain in there and not meet us yet, because he straightned up and never had any further issues. After the 4th dose of terbutaline, they decided to try Procardia. A day and a half, about 6 doses of Procardia later, the contractions tame down enough for them to send me home BUT I have to continue to take procardia every 4 hrs in addition to being on bedrest til my next appt. on Monday. Even after the appt, the Dr's at L&D are sure I will need to stay on it. This was all really disappointing and really hard to take in. Everything was going so well throughout this pregnancy; not even a day of morning sickness. Then this happens so I was really taken aback.

Although I know it is what's best for both of us, I really fear being put on bedrest pemanently. It was bad enough having to stay in bed and stare at a TV for 2 days in the hospital; I can't imagine having 8+ weeks of that.

The good news is that the little man was great and was very active from the beginning (even before the meds so I'm sure they didn't affect him). The nurses were all going nuts because they had to keep returning to my room to re- adjust the monitor on him b/c he wouldn't stay still!! Todd was great the entire time and was very supportive. If it weren't for his strength and God's hands thoughout this, it would have been near unbearable for me.

It's amazing how much you can love and care for someone that you've never even seen or met.

Hang in there Little Man. We love you very much!!!!

Please keep us in your prayers.

Stats:

Mommy's total weight gain: 17.6 lbs ( current weight: 133.6)

Estimated baby weight: 3 lbs even

First Major Doctor Appt

2008-10-26T14:43:00.000-07:00

We went to the Dr for our 12 week appt. and was expecting to hear the hearbeat, have some labs, done and be done. Well, the Dr decided to do a surprise ultrasound because she felt I was larger than I should be and determined that baby was 4 days ahead!! The little one looked great and we he/ she even turned over to wave at us! We are just beyond happy! Here are the stats:

Mommy: 12 weeks, 4 days
Baby: 13 weeks, 1 day
Mommy's weight gain to date: 4 lbs
Crown to rump measurment: 6.9 cm
Gender Guess: Too early to guess
Heartbeat: 163 BPM

Our next appt is on my birthday, Nov 14. We are opting out of all genetic/ optional testing so are expecting a short, non- eventful one.

We are so blessed to be trusted with such a treasure!

I'm Officially a Blogger!!!

2008-10-26T14:17:00.000-07:00

With so much going on, Todd and I decided to begin blogging. It makes keeping communication between out of town and distant family so much easier and makes a great momento to look back on and share.

Hope you enjoy!!

Breaking the News!

2008-10-26T12:54:00.000-07:00

We began trying to conceive the end of March of this year, and 4 months and 3 weeks later, we got what we had been waiting for, a positive test. My mind raced all morning as to how to tell the new Daddy (-to-be). Coincidentally, I already had a Dr's appt scheduled for the following day and the next day it was confirmed; we were going to be parents! Because we absolutlely love animals, I decided to have our cat (Snowball) and dog (Buddy) break the news instead. I brought a yellow paci for Snow, and a blue one for Bud, tired them to their collars and waited for Todd to notice. It took some time, so I figured I had to speed up the process. I told him that the animals were doing something really cute (they always play together so he believed it) and he had to come and see. When he finally did, he didn't really know what to think. When he find out I what was going on and that I was serious, he, too was very happy. We were both very excited and overjoyed for such a blessing to be given to us. We agreed to wait to break the news to most, but we had already planned a trip out of state with my parents to visit with all of my extended family the following day. We agreed to tell all of them then since we were unsure on when we'd see them again.

We broke the news while everyone was together at Grandma's house and then again to the other side of my family when everyone was gathered for dinner. Everyone had been asking prior to the news, so at first no one wanted to believe it. After they realized we were serious, the reactions were priceless. Everyone was grinning ear to ear and, of all people, my Dad and brother cried with joy! It was absolutely priceless.

We were planning to keep the news from everyone until we hit the 3 month mark, but that didn't happen! Someone guessed very early on so we confessed and trusted them to keep our secret. They, too, were very happy for us and kept the secret to themselves. We told the rest of Todd's immediate family on his parents anniversary when we were approx. 9 weeks along (because everyone was guessing, wondering and questioning it). After they were told, his remaining family was told as well.